We spend our years learning, and changing with time
Our lives ever spiraling in ways we can't define
Through it all, you were there, keeping me in line
Your spirit, your voice, and lessons echo in my mind
To know that with the struggles, you'd always be proud
Reminding me that I should never have a doubt
That we are all loved, and can't be alone in this crowd
You taught me how to smile, and that I gotta be loud
So I'm aching
I'm breaking
I'm trying not cry
I know you'll be there
I know you'll still care
You're always at my side
So why's it ending
There's no pretending
I don't wanna say goodbye
When life had me down, you could always lift
The winds would sing to me each day.
They called with love, and joy.
For each gust to come I would pray.
I would give a smile ever so coy.
The embrace of it's chill gave me peace.
Like the arms of a lover long gone.
Ever keeping my soul at ease.
The touch soothed from dusk to dawn.
I cried when the wind no longer loved.
I felt no comfort in it's chill after it came.
To it's embrace I was unwelcome, and shoved.
I felt a burning instead, steadily driving me insane.
The breeze became an angry howl.
The chill reached into my bones, and ached.
With it's touch, I could only scowl.
I roared in anger with my passion of late.
My blood was hot with
Sometimes, there isn't a clear answer. Like looking at a problem on a test, we can think of several ways to provide a solution. It's not that easy though, is it? Sometimes, you just have to hope you pick the right one.
Sometimes, we lose sight of things. Like going down into a basement to find an old thing of your past, and then the flashlight goes out. You can't find the way back up. Sometimes, you have to remember the way.
Sometimes, we won't say we're hurting. Like staring at dozens of medicines, and we just can't decide which one will help us heal. We're hoping someone tells us what to choose. Sometimes, you just have to reach out.
Som
I gave the words of dreams
I stole the heart of light
You smiled for every means
You steeled for every fight
I loved the heart without fear
I lost the way in your eyes
You trusted with all you held dear
You knew these were no lies
I broke the heart in fear
I lost my soul in your eyes
You trusted with all you held dear
You thought these were no lies
I took away your dreams
I disappeared from your light
You silenced me by all means
You knew that I would never fight
For you, I will suffer alone
For you, my heart grows cold as stone
For her, I will keep my word
For her, my love will always be heard
O, the longing to know that peace
To feel passion grip your soul
It's presence a warmth I wish not would cease
That love which makes me whole
The parting is such a sweet sorrow
To stop, and gaze into those eyes
This moment from time we only borrow
To the darkest shadows, and the brightest skies
Must we truly release, and part
Can the moment not linger a minute more
I would stop the world with my heart
To let this love shine, and take soar
O, my dear the moment has passed
Yet, I still feel that longing for embrace
While that passion could not truly last
That feeling I will forever chase
We are the creatures that haunt the night
We are the monsters that scream with hate
Our blood burns with terrible might
Our destructive rage is our only fate
You will know us by our lusting passion
You will know why we live in the dark
Fear our darkness without ration
Fear our pain that will tear you apart
There is no stopping the madness of this
There is no sparing your sins or strife
Hatred that will break your pathetic wits
Hatred that will consume your broken life
Tell me, tell me, can you see?
The madly passionate side of me?
Listen, listen, can you hear?
How the others scream in fear?
The darkness, the darkness, always here.
Holding in my heart, my loving dear.
Sweet blood, sweet blood, of that we taste.
Always eager to love in such a haste.
Thump, thump, my heart doth beat.
Feeling you within is such a treat.
Grinning, grinning, a smile so devious.
Your eyes always shine so mischievous.
Aching, aching, can you feel?
How I love with such a zeal?
Will you, will you, hold me close?
My darkling I do so love most?
The world is small, but the world is vast
You're trapped by the mistakes of past
Life can be so strange for you, now
Things will get better, I know not how
The world is pretty, but the world is mean
Love can feel so distant, or unseen
Life could be pink, or blue, or grey
The colors you see to light each day
The world is silly, but the world is astray
Why did it have to take mother away
Life should be easy, and full of joy
At least you're not some stinky boy
The world is cruel, but the world is great
You'll show them all, you got what it takes
Life would be dumb, but you know better
You're gonna be the best queen in forever
Into the darkness, I left you
Into the light, I tried to flee
Into my heart, did you linger
Into your dreams, did I see
Alone in darkness, you stayed strong
Alone in light, I felt lost
Alone in my heart, all was a ruse
Alone in your dreams, I fathomed no cost
Return to darkness, you waited so long
Return to light, I have no desire
Return to my heart, it beats so loud
Return to your dreams, embrace this fire
Eternally in darkness, we embrace always
Eternally in light, we know only pain
Eternally in my heart, love is yours
Eternally in your dreams, I leave never again
We spend our years learning, and changing with time
Our lives ever spiraling in ways we can't define
Through it all, you were there, keeping me in line
Your spirit, your voice, and lessons echo in my mind
To know that with the struggles, you'd always be proud
Reminding me that I should never have a doubt
That we are all loved, and can't be alone in this crowd
You taught me how to smile, and that I gotta be loud
So I'm aching
I'm breaking
I'm trying not cry
I know you'll be there
I know you'll still care
You're always at my side
So why's it ending
There's no pretending
I don't wanna say goodbye
When life had me down, you could always lift
The winds would sing to me each day.
They called with love, and joy.
For each gust to come I would pray.
I would give a smile ever so coy.
The embrace of it's chill gave me peace.
Like the arms of a lover long gone.
Ever keeping my soul at ease.
The touch soothed from dusk to dawn.
I cried when the wind no longer loved.
I felt no comfort in it's chill after it came.
To it's embrace I was unwelcome, and shoved.
I felt a burning instead, steadily driving me insane.
The breeze became an angry howl.
The chill reached into my bones, and ached.
With it's touch, I could only scowl.
I roared in anger with my passion of late.
My blood was hot with
Sometimes, there isn't a clear answer. Like looking at a problem on a test, we can think of several ways to provide a solution. It's not that easy though, is it? Sometimes, you just have to hope you pick the right one.
Sometimes, we lose sight of things. Like going down into a basement to find an old thing of your past, and then the flashlight goes out. You can't find the way back up. Sometimes, you have to remember the way.
Sometimes, we won't say we're hurting. Like staring at dozens of medicines, and we just can't decide which one will help us heal. We're hoping someone tells us what to choose. Sometimes, you just have to reach out.
Som
Star shine, star light
Let the air fill with your might
The sky clean and free
Behold your glory for all to see
Star sparkle, star dance
Your light like a piercing lance
Illuminate the night with grace
Show the world your shining face
Star bloom, star glow
In your light our love doth show
To our knees you bring us still
Basking in your beautiful will
Star fade, star sleep
In your absence we doth weep
We await your glowing light
Forever living in the night
The road has traveled long and wide
Ever changing like the shifting tide
It splits and forks at many a turn
Some parts shine where others burn
Our feet ache and legs grow sore
This walk it lives and always shows more
Weary though, our bodies may be
The road will always have more to see
We never know where our walk shall go
However we shall learn to love it so
For when that road shall meet its end
I will see you all around the bend
We spend our years learning, and changing with time
Our lives ever spiraling in ways we can't define
Through it all, you were there, keeping me in line
Your spirit, your voice, and lessons echo in my mind
To know that with the struggles, you'd always be proud
Reminding me that I should never have a doubt
That we are all loved, and can't be alone in this crowd
You taught me how to smile, and that I gotta be loud
So I'm aching
I'm breaking
I'm trying not cry
I know you'll be there
I know you'll still care
You're always at my side
So why's it ending
There's no pretending
I don't wanna say goodbye
When life had me down, you could always lift
'Exquisite polychromatic colors flash before my wide optics...'
'Spellbinding figures...it almost seems as if they are scintillating...a disoriented enigma...'
'Those holograms of coruscating dust laze about in a sea of an atramentous atmosphere.'
'Gazing at a plethora of surreal cosmic iridescence seem to play a reflection in my passionate orbs...'
'Like Northern Lights, they illuminate the deep night into eternal serenity...'
'How can something so vivid, be so immeasurably distant?'
'For the remainder of my time, I lay here, in the glimmering dew-coated grass, staring up at the perpetual obscurity
The best of us die young
Why?
We are blood and body
Mind and muddled matter
That decays from the very air
Necessary like an addiction
Our eyes are skin and sinew
Senses intaking a surface
But to the machine of faults
What is there lost to us?
The best of us are of will
As what will be passed belief
The demanding of subconscious
Edicts of the soul
Then why do they die?
Why must a will be severed
When it drives our existence
All that there is
And will ever represent us?
Why do vessels feed the muscle?
Bones hold up our legs
And a head with strong neck
That its aspirations rise?
The best of us accomplish
Tasks of a higher calibre
Like a
'Creeeeeeeeeeekkkk...'
'Ssshhhaaatttterrr...'
"Hahahahahhaha~"
'My delicate fingers reach up to my enameled face...'
'Another piece...vanished...'
'Cracked...'
'My body...pulverized...fractured...smashed'
'Do you like to see me this way...?'
'My discombobulated form?'
'Deep sanguine liquid drips from the abysmal hollows of where my simple complexion used to be...'
'My eyes...bleary and infested with plenty of crystallized tears, falling...'
'I'm a collapsed Christmas ornament who was on the verge of plummeting to known faith...'
'Sadly, I cannot reconstruct myself...Every touch is just another open rip in the space-like dimension that I am pe
I set a course, but lost my way
And now I'm losing faith
I had to leave, I couldn't stay
To choke to death on hate
I try to use the stars as guides
And lead me back to home
But clouds have come to block my sight
I'm trapped here all alone
I always try to run away
I never make it far
It feels like I`m just stuck in place
A fly upon the tar
And when I stand, I stand alone
I grit my teeth and bear
But there's no winning on my own
No victory to spare
So long this burden`s carried on
So far the journey`s hard
I'll walk until the hope is gone
And then I'll fall apart
How many twists and turns of fate
Obscure my current path
Should I have gone
We spend our years learning, and changing with time
Our lives ever spiraling in ways we can't define
Through it all, you were there, keeping me in line
Your spirit, your voice, and lessons echo in my mind
To know that with the struggles, you'd always be proud
Reminding me that I should never have a doubt
That we are all loved, and can't be alone in this crowd
You taught me how to smile, and that I gotta be loud
So I'm aching
I'm breaking
I'm trying not cry
I know you'll be there
I know you'll still care
You're always at my side
So why's it ending
There's no pretending
I don't wanna say goodbye
When life had me down, you could always lift
It's been a struggle these past years, and I've had to do a lot of searching within myself. I think I know who, and what I want to be. I'm ready to embrace it, and move beyond all this.
It's been a few months.
Much has happened between the ones I love to cause so much suffering. I just want to wake up, and someone is trying to do something wonderful for a person, again. I can't continue to watch the ones I love destroy themselves in some misguided belief as to what will make them happy.
I don't know everything, but I know these paths are not going to make anyone's life any better. They most certainly will bring more pain, however.
I just want it all to stop.
I can't explain what, but something feels wrong. Extremely wrong.
All day I have felt distant from reality, and at this moment I feel like something horrible is coming. I don't know what this fear is, or why it's hanging over me, but even my own darkness is bracing itself.
Something else out there is angry. Much angrier than this darkness, and it lusts for suffering.
My moon, and my strength, I hope you are safe where ever you are. Please be careful.